It has been a long while since I have done anything in the Creative Corner series.
I find myself happiest when I write an opinion piece but somehow the creative writing draws me back in now and again.
This is actually a rewrite of one of my earlier stories, which had been taken from a writing prompt of "The First Step".
So here is "The Second Step".
I find myself happiest when I write an opinion piece but somehow the creative writing draws me back in now and again.
This is actually a rewrite of one of my earlier stories, which had been taken from a writing prompt of "The First Step".
So here is "The Second Step".
They say all you have to do in life is take that first step. One step and you can change your direction, your purpose and it can take you somewhere you only could dream of before.
I disagree.
I have taken many first steps in my life and I can tell you that it isn’t the first step that counts at all. It’s the second. The first step is tentative, non committal and still uncertain. The second step is your decision.
My marriage has been a series of first steps. In the beginning, the first steps were always taken with excitement as to what was to come. Our first date, getting engaged; buying a house.
As time moved on however these first steps changed. The first time he hit me, the first time he used my body without my consent; the first time I threatened to leave him; my first hospital visit. None of these steps were taken with my permission but they definitely took me to places I had never been before, nor wished to be.
There is another first step, sitting hidden away at the back of the wardrobe in the guest bedroom. A step of my own making. A bag, packed with clothes, some money, my passport. My bid for freedom.
The problem is, I have taken so many first steps, do I have the courage to take the second? The one that takes me out of the door and to a new life. My hesitant first step has been sitting there, whispering to me in the black of night to escape. Fear is my constant companion.
You need mettle for the second step.
So why I am I telling you this? It is merely to tell you what you already know; that the second step is harder than the first? No. I tell you because you can waste your life away debating on that second step. I tell you because I've taken mine, and you can too.
I have left him.
